Today was tough.. I'm going to make this post very short, because I am so overwhelm and aggravated right now and I'm going to go take a couple Tylenol pm and go to bed..
What I think aggravated me today...
1. My kids are on spring break and I felt so pressure to do something with them, but i just didnt feel up to it. So I've felt guilty all day..
2. The baby was cranky and busy, i was so lazy today, I just wanted time to relax , but its just impossible to have a moment to myself.
3. I looked so depressed today, didn't even brush my teeth and had on PJ's all day and my kids picked up on the fact that I'm having issues. I don't like for them to see me down..
4. I feel like everyone is getting out and enjoying life , while I'm drowning in pity & being homesick.. Missing my mom and family in S.C
5. I hated to have to vent to my husband about the fact that I'm overwhelm with responsibility, because that was one of the things he use to admire most about me...
6. I ate about 15 chips ahoy cookies today
7. I didn't get a chance to walk today..
Daily stats:
Breakfast-yogurt, coffee and banaba
Lunch -a bowl of Okra and a pepsi zero
Dinner-Cookies
Snack-Cookies
Water-one bottle
Did not walk today , because it was too cold & windy to take the baby out..
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
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Oh girl, my family is in the other room listening to the song, "Don't worry.Bout a thing.Every little ting. Goin be alright." :)
ReplyDeleteI have been feeling DOWN lately too. I hope I didn't rub off on you. Just think of how GREAT you have been doing! Everyone has bad days. Don't MAKE me bust out Hannah Montana girl! :)
Tomorrow will be a brand new day. I had to tell myself that yesterday, and today I have done better. Not the best, but better. Every little step in the right direction is good.
I'll be saying a little prayer for you. Today will be better!!